When it rains it pours and opens doors
That flood the floors we thought would always
Keep us safe and dry...
That flood the floors we thought would always
Keep us safe and dry...
Thoughts of the day, run through my mind. I thought she would always be there for me. She always told me that no matter what, she would keep me safe. but I guess they say "when it rains it pours" for a reason.
And in the midst of sailing ships
We sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye
I lose it, body convulsing with sobs as I fall slowly to the floor. How can she be gone? I just saw her this morning. I gave her a quick kiss on the cheek as I left her house, expecting to see her later that night. She seemed so healthy, so full of life. How could she be gone so quickly?
And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion
That won't seem to let me go...
I feel like this can't be real. I can still feel her touch on my arm, and her kiss on my cheek. She has to be here still. Deep down I know its not true, I know that she's gone. I wonder how long that feeling will last.
Cause when I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
I made my way out to the porch and looked up into the dark starry night, a strange feeling of relief over washed over me. I took a moment, and stopped crying. She was dead, and there was nothing I could do about it. But she wasn't gone, she was still here with me.
And every word I didn't say
Caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor, we didn't have before
I remembered the times when I was young and she would dance around the kitchen with me as we prepared dinner together. I regret not doing that as I grew older, because those memories are some of the fondest that I have. But I always better, more important things to do than help her prepare dinner again. I should have told her how much those memories ment to me because, I knew that she enjoyed it just as much, if not more than I did.
And every sunset that we'll miss
I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away
I guess there was a reason she always had me kiss her before I left for anything. I never understood what that reason was until today. Now I realized you can never know if this is going to be the last time you're ever going to see the person you're talking to, so give a hug, kiss, let them know you love them before saying goodbye because you might not have another chance.
And while I float upon this ocean
I can feel you like a notion
That I hope will never leave
I can still feel her here with me, I don't think that feeling is ever going to go away. A part of her is always going to be with me, because when you grew up with someone they leave a small part of them in your heart. Just as you give a part of yours to them.
'Cause when I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way
The tears have slowed now, but haven't stopped. I don't think they will for a while. I'm still on the porch, looking up into the night sky with endless questions that will never be answered. I remembered her obsession with the stars, they have always been her favorite. It's nice to know that she is up there with them, and comforting to know that she will never be too far out of sight or out of mind.
Whether I'm up or down or in or out
Or just plain overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
This morning, I would've told you that I thought I could fly. Now, I feel as though my feet will never leave the ground again.
But with you I can spread my wings
To see me over everything
That life may send me when I am hoping it won't pass me by
I know that she wouldn't want me to be so sad, and I'm really trying. For her. Tomorrow I'm going to go out there, and live my life. I know that the last thing she would want is for me to miss out on my life just because hers is over.
And when I feel like there is no one
That will ever know me
There you are to show me
Without her I wouldn't be the person I am today. When ever I was feeling bad about myself, she was always there to pick me right back up. She understood me when no one else did, and living without her was going to be difficult. Thought I knew I had to do it, to make her proud.
When I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
When I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
I let my mind go blank and fill with the music, and any other memories of her that happened to enter my mind. I was broken into a million pieces, and I had to figure out how to pick them up with out her here. Using music, I'm creating a bridge from my world to hers, that only we can understand.
And in the midst of sailing ships
We sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye
I lose it, body convulsing with sobs as I fall slowly to the floor. How can she be gone? I just saw her this morning. I gave her a quick kiss on the cheek as I left her house, expecting to see her later that night. She seemed so healthy, so full of life. How could she be gone so quickly?
And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion
That won't seem to let me go...
I feel like this can't be real. I can still feel her touch on my arm, and her kiss on my cheek. She has to be here still. Deep down I know its not true, I know that she's gone. I wonder how long that feeling will last.
Cause when I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
I made my way out to the porch and looked up into the dark starry night, a strange feeling of relief over washed over me. I took a moment, and stopped crying. She was dead, and there was nothing I could do about it. But she wasn't gone, she was still here with me.
And every word I didn't say
Caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor, we didn't have before
I remembered the times when I was young and she would dance around the kitchen with me as we prepared dinner together. I regret not doing that as I grew older, because those memories are some of the fondest that I have. But I always better, more important things to do than help her prepare dinner again. I should have told her how much those memories ment to me because, I knew that she enjoyed it just as much, if not more than I did.
And every sunset that we'll miss
I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away
I guess there was a reason she always had me kiss her before I left for anything. I never understood what that reason was until today. Now I realized you can never know if this is going to be the last time you're ever going to see the person you're talking to, so give a hug, kiss, let them know you love them before saying goodbye because you might not have another chance.
And while I float upon this ocean
I can feel you like a notion
That I hope will never leave
I can still feel her here with me, I don't think that feeling is ever going to go away. A part of her is always going to be with me, because when you grew up with someone they leave a small part of them in your heart. Just as you give a part of yours to them.
'Cause when I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way
The tears have slowed now, but haven't stopped. I don't think they will for a while. I'm still on the porch, looking up into the night sky with endless questions that will never be answered. I remembered her obsession with the stars, they have always been her favorite. It's nice to know that she is up there with them, and comforting to know that she will never be too far out of sight or out of mind.
Whether I'm up or down or in or out
Or just plain overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
This morning, I would've told you that I thought I could fly. Now, I feel as though my feet will never leave the ground again.
But with you I can spread my wings
To see me over everything
That life may send me when I am hoping it won't pass me by
I know that she wouldn't want me to be so sad, and I'm really trying. For her. Tomorrow I'm going to go out there, and live my life. I know that the last thing she would want is for me to miss out on my life just because hers is over.
And when I feel like there is no one
That will ever know me
There you are to show me
Without her I wouldn't be the person I am today. When ever I was feeling bad about myself, she was always there to pick me right back up. She understood me when no one else did, and living without her was going to be difficult. Thought I knew I had to do it, to make her proud.
When I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
When I look to the sky
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
And when I feel like I'm lost
Something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
I let my mind go blank and fill with the music, and any other memories of her that happened to enter my mind. I was broken into a million pieces, and I had to figure out how to pick them up with out her here. Using music, I'm creating a bridge from my world to hers, that only we can understand.
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